As for me,i had the worst of all...i shouldnt be complaining but it's the truth.. i did...
Last weekend i thought i would be having a great time in KL with my children since i'm gonna spend 3 nights there but it turns out the other way around.
I had panic attack that makes me feel dizzy, difficulty in breathing n my heart pounded so fast! It happened at my cousin's house. Everything happen so fast...I had just arrived in KL n before you know it my sis iha had pick me up n off we go to the house of this cousin of ours.
Actually i've been occupied with so much housework lately n on the day that i left to KL i was so exhausted...what more when the phone kept on ringing giving me news about our friend having liver problem is critically ill. Agaknye i ni lemah semangat. Finally i end up feeling sick n not going anywhere! Till now...i'm feeling weak n uncomfortable...
I should have known better cos i cannot over stress myself. I've been saying to myself that i'll do the housework at my own pace when my maid is not around to assist me. Instead i overdo it n i'm pretty serious about doing it!
My hubby use to say that whenever i'm without a maid...i'm like having a riffle in my hands n i will shoot at anybody that mess around with my work! That bad huh!
So due to my mistakes i end up having my gastric back n migraine...now i'm trying to take it slow n i hope these uncomfortable feelings will go off in no time.
What sadden me most is i couldnt accompany my hubby to visit our friend at the hospital...i just cant...i have this kind of feeling like *dizzy* n butterflies in my stomache whenever i thought of him. I'm scared i'll faint!
I hope this feelings will go off soon so i can follow my hubby for the next visit n give some support n consolation to his wife. But i'll never forget to include them in my 'doa'.
One thing for sure i have my maid back n it's a great RELIEVE!!
I guess i will have to promise again n again not to over stress myself n that to take everything slow n try to avoid being anxious. AND learn through my mistakes!!!